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This story was written years
ago and published at an online magazine.
The Experience
by
Casper Parks
< ~ >
Abruptly, Kris found himself inside a nightmarish realm. Surrounded by a vacuum
of blackness, a loud ringing sound enveloped the air around him. Warmth trickled
from his ears. His eyes stung with salt. His skin felt dried and charred, as if
peeling from his muscles. He staggered unto his knees and swung his arms
aggressively at the darkness that encompassed him. As he attempted to fight his
way to consciousness, an agonizing scream broke free from his scorched throat.
Unseen demonic hands grabbed his arms, pulling him down to what felt like fine
stones at the bottom of a gravel pit. He struggled and broke free of one
demon’s grasp. The arrival of additional demons caused the earth around him to
tremor. They clutched his arms and legs, then bracing their hands against his
chest, pinning him down. Demonic lips against his mouth and kissed a
foul-tented breath into his lungs. Then, what felt like the sting of a scorpion
pierced his upper right arm. Again, he fought to awaken himself from the
nightmare of blackness.
< ~ >
As the scorpion’s poison spread through his blood stream, Kris withered back to
Camp Nirvana. Every image and sensation seemed more real than a dream. The
nightmare of darkness and demons had been replaced by the lush smells of woods, meadows, the lake and horse corral.
It had been three years since, Todd pulled Kris from
the lake. Since that time, Kris kept away from the lake as much as possible. Never
swimming, canoeing or sailing. Todd had become a Sr. Counselor and lifeguard at
the camp. They were still the best of friends. While Kris assisted with
horsemanship classes, Todd taught swimming lessons. Kris also enjoyed being a
Jr. Counselor, though at times the younger boys tested his patience.
A bugle horn sounded, which ended the afternoon siesta. It was now store time
at the cantina. Campers piled from their bunks and through the cabin doorway. They
were in such a rush to buy sweets; the door did not have time to slam shut
during their mass-exodus.
Exhausted, Kris laid on his bunk near the door. Every muscle of his body ached.
Too tired to move he simply called out, "Don’t let that door…” Too
late - the door banged shut and shook the cabin walls and he sighed, "Slam
shut." He had thought about removing the door-spring.
However, then the door wouldn’t shut tight and their cabin would become
mosquito invested. If that happened sleeping at night would be near impossible.
Mosquitoes were a small price to pay for living in paradise during the summer. An
insect bite was not as bad as being bitten by a stray bullet in the Inner City.
A truckload of hay for the horses had arrived at daybreak. Part of being the
Horsemanship Instructor’s Assistant was to unload the hay when it arrived. Similar
to Huck Finn, he had talked his fellow Jr. Counselors into getting up at
daybreak and helping to unload the truck. Once the hay had been stacked in the
barn, the other Jr. Counselors rinsed the hay from their hair and bodies in the
lake. Kris had opted for a shower instead.
"Want to go canoeing during free-time?” A Camper that had remained
behind asked.
Puzzled, Kris turned his head and saw that Timmy Phillips sat on a bunk across
from him. "Why aren’t you at the cantina with everyone else?"
Timmy’s eyes met the floor and he shrugged, sheepishly.
"I saw your store card this morning and there was five bucks on it."
Timmy glanced up briefly in disbelief. "Are you sure?"
"Yep," Kris added. "I’m sure of it, must have
been Elves that put it there. I warned you about those Elves that run wild
around here in the woods. Never know what they'll do next."
Excited, Timmy’s feet thundered to the floor in a mad dash for the door. He
pushed the door open, the spring squeaking, then at the last moment halted and
turned. "So what about it?"
"What, about what?"
"Canoeing?"
"I’ve things to do at the horse corral,” Kris dodged going to the lake. "Have
to shovel manure from the stalls and riding corral."
Timmy cringed, but forced himself to offer, "I’ll help you."
Kris chuckled, "Only if you want too."
Timmy grinned and thumbed an "O. K, I’ll see ya’
at the corral after my swimming lesson."
"Tell Todd, I’ll see him at supper."
"Sure," Timmy answered and left, closing the door softly behind him.
In pay, Kris received seventy-five dollars a week for working at the camp. It
seemed fair to return some of the money. Applying five dollars toward Timmy’s
store card was money well invested. Increasing another child’s joy brought him
pleasure. As with Kris summer camp for Timmy was an escape from all that
plagued him.
Timmy had come to camp on a scholarship. He was the product of a broken home,
and lived in Detroit’s Inner City as well. It was a city steadily decaying into
the depths of despair.
Sluggishly, Kris’ dream-life of Camp Nirvana began to deteriorate. Steadily, he
was returning to the nightmare that was utterly absent of light. His last
pleasant thoughts were of sharing, The Experience with Timmy that night after
the evening campfire. The mist in the valley, plus the sound of crickets and
bullfrogs would carry them to a mystical land, another planet and another
dimension. Briefly, they’d share what would be a lasting impression in Timmy’s
memories.
< ~ >
Kris could hear no sounds, except that of 10,000 crickets chirping their wings.
If overlooking the meadow valley at night, the sound of crickets would have
been peaceful. Amid pitch-blackness, the sound was shear torment. The only
pleasant sensation was that of a cool breeze pressed against his nose and
mouth.
His head throbbed in rhythm with his heart. The pulsating pain arched from the
back of his skull and across his forehead. His skin felt tight and dried, as if
peeling from his muscles. The slightest movement was excruciating. He wondered
on what foundation in real life this nightmare had been fabricated. Still, he
could not recall any conscious thoughts before falling asleep that would have
produced this type of nightmare.
Rudely, the breeze was yanked from his face. As he gasped, a large snake
squirmed into his mouth and down his throat. He labored a distorted scream,
which became compressed as the snake pressed against his larynx. Frantically,
he grabbed a hold of the snake and struggled to pull it from inside himself. Demons,
who worked in silence, seized his arms and tightly held him in place. They
force-fed the snake deeper into his throat, cramming and jamming it toward his
stomach.
Kris twisted back and forth, fighting the demons’ hold. He bit down on the
snake in an effort to chew the hideous creature in half. In doing so, he
discovered the snake had armor plated skin. No normal snake but a demonic snake
that had crawled from the underside of hell. The absolute darkness that
enveloped him was terrifying, the continual deafening sound of crickets. As the
snake squirmed deeper and deeper down his throat, he gagged and choked. Again,
a scorpion stung him in the arm.
< ~ >
Kris’ nightmare of murkiness faded to the light of better days gone-by. Timmy
was helping him shovel the horse manure into a wheelbarrow. A glow on Timmy’s
face warmed Kris inside. He was providing what the boy needed at this point in
life, a positive image.
Timmy tolerated the odor of manure only because he was spending time with his
favorite Counselor. His new best friend in the world, Kris’ every movement and
verbal slang expression was to be emulated. Unexpectedly, Timmy slipped on a
pile of manure and fell.
Kris reached down and offered his hand. "Take my hand, and I’ll help you
back up."
"You’ve got big hands," Timmy said as his hand disappeared in Kris’
hand.
Kris pulled Timmy to his feet. "I’m not much older than you. Bet in a
couple years, we’ll be looking eyeball to eyeball."
Timmy placed his open hand against Kris’ hand to compare sizes and asked, "Think
so?"
"Can almost guarantee it," Kris assured him. “At your age, I was
about the same height as you are now." Suddenly, he was overcome with
fear and dread. It was impossible to pull his hand away from Timmy’s hand.
"What’s the matter? What are you afraid of?" As Timmy’s
question and image faded into obscurity, Kris fought to remain among the dream
of better days. Tears trickled along the dried skin of his cheeks. There was no
holding onto peace. Invariably, gray shadows enclosed the dream of days
gone-by.
< ~ >
Again, Kris was flat on his back and inside a hellish nightmare realm of
obliterated light, where only darkness ruled. In sync with his heart, his head
pulsated with pain. The sound of 10,000 crickets haunted him. A scent of
ammonia death tainted the air. A hand that was pressed against his hand felt
like that of an unseen demon with long curling fingernails.
The demon’s other hand held Kris’ forearm. While keeping their hands pressed
together, the demon moved Kris’ hand and arm in a circular motion. Kris sensed
that, this demon was attempting to torment him a sick romantic fashion. And the
sensation of their hands pressing together was unbearable.
Kris used his free hand to snatch the demon’s hand from his, and gave it a
strong twist. He could feel the demon’s lengthy fingernails snap and crack as
he wrenched the demon’s hand. Hastily, the demon released Kris’ arm and yanked
free. Violently, Kris swung his fists at the unseen demon that held him captive
in a sightless nightmare, void of any sound except that of crickets. His fists
made no contact. The demon must have retreated beyond reach, he thought.
Kris was too weak to sit up and flee. Still, he had to try and escape the
nightmare. Again, he tried to force himself awake and failed. His right arm
brushed against metal bars located along side of him. Quickly, he ran his hand
across the bars and discovered a latch.
Obviously, the demons did not think he would be able to find the latch in total
darkness. But he had found it, and would be out of their cage in a manner of
seconds. The latch gave way and the metal bars hinged downward. Kris realized
this was not the door of the cage. Perhaps, it was merely a feeding hole to
slide food through. If that were the case, his demonic captors must usually
have larger prisoners.
Kris easily rolled from inside the cage then plunged downward. His fall was cut
short by a floor as hard and cold as arctic ice. He crawled on his belly, and
groped in the blackness, desperately trying to find another dream threshold
that would lead him away from this nightmare.
Without warning, a hoard of demons silently apprehended Kris from all sides. Their
frigid hands clutched his arms and legs. Weakly, he fought a valiant but losing
fight. They hauled him back to the cage and forced him flat onto his back. Snakes
as thick as Pythons coiled around his arms and legs, holding him in place. He
could feel the tip of a scorpion draggling its tail along the length of his
right arm. Again, a scorpion stung him.
< ~ >
Nurse Mary Tiswell stood at the seventh floor window
of intensive care and gazed outside. She rubbed the hand where her fingernails
had been broken by the patient. Her most recent effort to communicate with him
had ended; leaving her bruised both physically and emotionally. When, the
patient had fallen out of bed it had taken five people to get him back onto the
hospital bed. He had put up a fierce struggle, swinging wildly at those trying
to help him.
Her eyes fell on those gathered outside the hospital, and she thought about the
patient. Kris Snyder at age 32 had been teaching for only ten years. A teaching
career now cut short by an act of terrorism. More than 300 High School students
were assembled on the lawn and in the parking lot. The media was present
filming the students for the Evening News. Many of the students held signs that
carried numerous versions of the same message. Signs their teacher was unable
to read. Their voices, he would never-again be able to hear.
One signed read; ‘You saved us all!’ Another read; ‘Get well
soon!’ Another read; ‘We miss you!’ The last sign she read
released a flash flood of tears, soaking the top half of her uniform. ‘We all
love and need you!’
Nurse Tiswell felt compassion for Kris’ wife and
children. Currently, Doctors were engaged with the hard task of speaking with Mrs.
Snyder. In a private office located on another floor of the hospital, Mrs.
Snyder was learning that her husband’s life would never be the same. So far,
all efforts to communicate with him had failed. He fought the doctors and
nurses that desperately tried to help him. Unless sedated, it was impossible to
change his bandages and bedding.
Mary’s thoughts gravitated to the horrific event that had placed Kris in the
hospital and forever changed his life. The turn of the millennium had become an
apocalyptic world, where groups of extremists fought and battled among
themselves, and terrorists held Nations hostage with threats of reprisal.
A terrorist group had phoned in a three-minute warning to the school. The
warning had come so that, another terrorist group would not be able to claim
credit for their handy-work afterwards. There simply was not enough time to
evacuate the school. Kris Snyder, beloved English teacher, had found the bomb
and rushed out the backdoors of the school with it. He tossed the bomb with all
his might, but not quite soon enough.
The blast had ruptured both of Kris’ eardrums. His deafness would be incurable.
The force of the explosion had sent him flying thirty feet into the air,
landing headfirst against a brick wall. The back of his skull had been cracked
open and exposed the occipital lobe of his brain and blinding him for life. In
saving the children at the school, he had forever become ensnared in a world
void of sight and sound.
Nurse Mary turned toward the bed where Kris was now strapped down. She could
not begin to fathom what nightmares besieged him. Kris had been a giving and
caring person. Sharing what he knew of life’s pleasures with those that crossed
his path. Always looking for the good inside each of his students, even the
hard-core rebellious students loved him.
A 29-year-old psychologist working for the Detroit Police Department named
Timothy Phillips had been recently interviewed on national television. Dr.
Phillips credited Kris Snyder for saving him from the life of becoming street
gang member. Because Dr. Phillips and Kris’ ages were so close together, Mary
believed that Kris had been helping others all his life.
Currently, Dr. Phillips was in route to Los Angeles. If anyone could reach Kris,
perhaps it would be a lifelong friend, who could shatter the communication
barrier and get through to him. Help Kris learn to cope with eternal darkness
and perpetual deafness
Again, her thoughts fell to the terrorists who had tried to bomb the school. She
wondered if some people were born-good, while others were born evil. Softly,
she walked to his bedside. The sedative had taken hold.
Asleep, Kris grinned and spoke. "It’s called, The Experience’."
< ~ >
Once more, Kris had retreated across that perceptional threshold and stepped
through a doorway into a dream-state. He stood overlooking a dense mist that
filled the meadow valley. A rhapsody of sights and sounds and smells
embellished him. Crickets chirped in harmony, with bullfrogs adding bass sounds.
The crown of lofty oaks peeked above the brimming mist. A cool moist night air
purified both lungs and soul.
Timmy’s reaction was the same as his had been three years earlier. Gasps of
"Wow," and "Yeah," and "Awesome," and "Cool,"
were all he managed to express his delight.
"Sometimes," Kris said, "when things get rough at home. I lay in
bed at night and think of this spot. As I fall asleep, I use the memory to take
my imagination to distant places. After I wake up, I write a story about where
my dreams took me."
As Timmy’s troubled home life in Detroit slipped even further away. He could
only nod, between interchanging glances at a star speckled sky above and the
valley below saturated with a thick cloud mist. Background noises of Campers
straggling to their cabins had dissolved into limbo. The few-parked cars in the
lot had become nonexistent.
"It doesn’t matter what your home life is like,” Kris said. He tapped the
center of his chest, and then his head. "It’s what’s here, and here that
counts."
Hopeful, Timmy smiled at his new friend. "After camp, will I see you
again?"
"You don’t live that far from me. Besides, in a
year and half I’ll have my driver’s license. Until then, I can always take the
city bus across town and visit."
"Cool…” Timmy placed his small hand against Kris’ larger hand, "Friends
for life?"
Kris grinned. "For life..."
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